2 in 1 的百天

久违了整整半年多，
旷废了这里蛮久了。。。
说真的，
那该死的fyp在这半年多冤魂不散的缠着我，
吃饭挂大号发梦都与“你"没完没了。。
很多时候，
为了“你”，
很多东西都抽离不了身去做，
当然，
托欠了，
说好的俩个blogs。。 >.<

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既然销售市场都有2 in 1咖啡了，
twin pack出击又是王道，
没有理由blogs这东西不可有2 in 1吧！？
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ok,是我偷懒了。。

综合这俩百多天，
过去蛮久的俩百多天，
有俩个需要提一提事件:
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case 1: 金田一杀人事件之炼狱王
choy~ 搞错了

事件一：散场的1755
他们毕业了，
他们离开金宝了，
大家有新生活新旅程了。。

当时，祝福他们之余也有点不舍感觉，
对你，那感觉应该会比我强烈。
1755，它不是个宿舍，是我第二个家，
你我的相恋之地(oh no~囧rz)..
现在特地，对是特地，路径1755还有点感慨，
我2年半的栖息之地，
跟大家一起生活的时光，
我们1年多的临时爱巢（噁~）哈哈哈哈哈哈。。
*几时才会有permanent的... ne, 毕业后要努力赚钱了* 哈

虽然，1755 bo liao le，
还好你有我。。哈哈..
不过，真的蛮想念1755的大家ne，
我们有过美好的时光散场了，
愿你们的新生活过的愉满富足，
也愿我们如此吧。。

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事件二：姑娘工作记ed

姑娘进城了，
姑娘工作了，
姑娘勤奋了，
姑娘勇敢了，
姑娘坚强了，
姑娘成长了，

虽然，
姑娘也迷路了~

姑娘没有我的陪伴，
恭喜实习闯关了，
恭喜增加实战经验了。

谢谢姑娘抽空北上相伴，
谢谢姑娘容忍繁忙ed的我，
谢谢姑娘的慰问..

既然都道谢着了，
也先，是先，说声谢谢，
感激姑娘帮我洗衣了。。>.<
之后就辛苦姑娘了。。哈哈
请施舍这人肉gps la...

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虽然懒惰的拖欠了你，
但我依然时刻挂念着这约定。

erm ham
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我还记得 我们的约定~
一辈子幸福的约定~

ei,唱错歌了！
不是光良，应该是jj nie..

第五+六个一百天，越来越有感觉~ 哈哈
oh yea, 2 in 1!!!
不要打我。。。

熬

尽管多么不愿意，
尽管多么不知所措，
尽管多么困扰，
尽管多么煎熬，

我会熬过这艰辛的时刻，我会的。。。

Mentally strong.

愚

我在自愚，
还是愚人。。。

我要一颗强大且宽恕的心

FML

这俩天干吗？
要吃的事物都有问题！
吃榴莲，三粒中有俩粒不能吃，
它先被虫虫占领了,
来了个虫虫冒险记！
果然，
被虫或动物青睐的，
真的不是盖的。
第一次吃榴莲看到有虫，
虽然完好的部分很好吃，
可胃口也减了一半以上了。。
我的榴莲~
你它妈的臭虫虫，
丢你下水沟！


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今天一大早（也没多早）去pasar买材料玩煮饭仔，
结果真的是玩 masak-masak,
ending是煮完了就丢。。。
你它妈的死骚鸡，
香到整煲汤拿去喂垃圾桶了，
残留的香味搞到我好像对这味道念念不忘似的。
昨天是臭虫，
今天是臭鸡。囧rz
饿死了，
我不煮了，
出去打包。。
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我的spirulina变回可爱了，
终于拿到比较好的data了，
感动。。
成长的也挺好地，
你要乖乖呀。

I'm Mr. Lan, named Yang^2

最近不懂整个人干吗，
好像被许多负能量围绕着，
是不是被生活的事物轮奸着？
那些东西挥着不去，
没完没了的。。
我可爱的spirulina,
你什么时候才肯快高长大呢？
不然就不可爱了。。。
现在是w8了，
你还不快分裂成长，
就要轮到我人格分裂了。。。
都不懂几时才能有质的成果，
边写thesis边等result，
真难以想象。。。
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不懂是不是做工一段时间了，
忘了要怎样去读书了，
... ...
是要有什么态度去温习。。。
讲师都教到老远了，
温习的速度只能说得过且过，
真不该，
也只能做懒洋洋，不能做喜洋洋~ 囧rz
有时可能这样，
想要温习，
觉得做其它事情都妨碍自己，
可以龟毛到别人吃饭吃久点都不自在不耐烦，
可回家后就对着电脑几个小时后才甘愿去做个小温习。
态度真的有问题了，
被身边事物轮奸到傻了。。。
可悲的态度，
该要醒醒了。。
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在kl时，
妈妈叫我去补习中心接送小老弟，
我都蛮乐意去配合。
为了来回的避麻烦，
都会选择在kopitiam等他。
我没有那么文艺，
漫画杂志，
配上一杯香浓的白咖啡冰，
绝配到~
少数等人等到这样心甘情愿，
真喜欢这种放空的感觉。
唉（日本音）~~~ 好久没看漫画了 >.<
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好久没有打篮球了，
或许是，
应该是，
所以是，
绝对是，
导致负能量满身的祸根！
老妈在几好，
不用烦打完球后要洗衣服的事情。。
T.T 得空想打球的时候不是洗衣的时候，
正是悲哀加可爱的原因。。
来人啊，谁人要帮我洗臭臭的衣服？
报酬是给个机会你嗅嗅我的汗香味。。。lol
明天就去打球。。

很喜欢NBA以前的slogan，
简单符合了我的思想，
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"I LOVE THIS GAME"

Quatre: La Reine

当我们同在一起在一起在一起，
当我们同在一起至快乐无比~
你对着我笑嘻嘻，
我对着你笑哈哈，
当我们同在一起至快乐无比~
lol..

第四个一百天同在一起，
第四个一百天嘻嘻哈哈，
第四个一百天吵吵闹闹，
第四个一百天哭哭笑笑，
我们，依然同在一起，这是种福气。

总结这一百天，
聚少离多，
可是，
我更想你了。
很想很想很想很想。。
发现我不再身边的好了吗?哈哈
我，贴切的感受了。
erm.. 一点点咯。。hoho
可能这是个未来的预演，
现在是小磨练，
之后是大磨练，
但我们要同在一起走下去，
牵着你的手，走走走~
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有些东西是想象的到，
但发生时所带来的惊喜是很值得回味的。
说的当然是在Frontera 听到“天使之音”的前一天啦！
哈哈。。*天使之音不是重点，加爽罢了*

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我：可以帮我找找我的报生纸吗？我不懂有没有带回来kl。。
朋友介绍我做promoter，要报生纸ne，我找不到！帮我找下。哈~
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第四个一百天，越来越有感觉~
Aimer u, busuk darling..


*check mail.. hiak hiak

2011

Happy new year everyone,
welcome to the world of 2011.

To Summarize 2010:
Hav u fulfill the expectation u made in 2010?
Hav u done any achievement in 2010?
Hav u touch the bottom line of ur objective?
Any regretful stuff suffer u?
Take few minutes,
Think...
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Make a conclusion of urself in 2010,
It's gone..

Time to plan for ur prospective/mission u would like to achieve in 2011,
work, academic, family, fren, relationship, improvement on something..
Set up the "to do stuff" in 2011,
objective construction is the template to lead us toward the goal,
as a guideline to fulfil our wishes.

Plenty of stuffs wait us to accomplish in 2011,
welcome to the world of 2011.

For those who work,
especially the freshmen,
congrat to u guys graduated from Uni/college,
"Social University" is ur next destination,
hope u guy quickly adapt the new environment..

For those who study,
*yer,we still study*
greet u hav a satisfy performance in ur academic..

For those frustrated ppl,
there will a light beam in the dark,
depend on hw u gonna find it.
Life is like a line graph,
sometime incline gradually,
fall dramatically,
rise rapidlly,
steady rate..
Frustration is the necessity,
it colors our life.
Good luck guys..

Welcome to the world of 2011,
It mayb the last 2 years life-span of Earth,
if "2012" is real.. haha..

So wat,
Life goes on,
welcome to the world of 2011..

Troisième cent jours

Troisième cent jours - Third hundred days

又一个三百天了，
例行公事，
opps，是私事。

又一个三百天了，
我们对彼此的了解，
随着它，
一点一滴的慢慢在增加。
我们的感情，
随着它，
也慢慢的变厚了。

在一起三百多天了，
你，
让我懂得容忍了、
懂得让步了、
懂得疼别人了、
懂得去体会别人做某些事的用意了、
懂得珍惜了、
懂得体谅别人了、
当然，
为了博君一笑，
懂得对你花言巧语了！haha
没有人是完美的，
但，
有你，使我变得比从前完善。

你，
让我明白幸福不止是8画和13画的单词，
不是字面上的纸上谈兵，
不是字典内的解释，
不需仰慕恶心偶像剧的情节，
而是，
实实在在的感受及体会，
我们一步一步不断实践的结晶。。
你，
让我瞳景我们后来的生活。。

噢，原来我们有时像偶像剧般恶心。哈哈
偶尔恶心以下，不用紧吧？ lol...
循例来的恶心，
第三个一百天，越来越有感觉... ...

Thx for b with me these days,
hope tat our relationship stay long last,
use it as a shield to solve all possible problems among us.
Aimer u, busuk darling.





*ooii, dun record my melodious singing..
*late again, paiseh..

宽恕

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面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
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我们，都需要宽恕。。。

Old Traffold

It has been a long time i dint watch football match of Manchester United in live..
Oh ya, tat's live in TV.
Tonight, MU vs 西ham,
3 - 0, Rooney scored, Nani, Barbertov...
Hey, i'm not reporting the game!

I has had a special feeling throughout the match,
which i never had b4..
Besides concentrate to the flow of the ball,
i also try hard to look at the crowd of the stadium,
Old Traffold..
Jz try the luck n c whether the camera can catch u anot..
Ei, should not used the term, "u",
is "it"..

Yes, my doggy at Old Traffold!!!(if he dint cheat me on msn)
Mother, i watch in TV, u watch in stadium.
jealous jealous jealous na~
I also 1 to experience the live in stadium na,
I also wanna c rooney, vidic, ferguson ferdinance ... ...
I also wanna shout loud loud after goal,
I also wanna "woo~" some player..
lol..

Brother, good experience,
glad for u..
Try the 1 that many ppl dream of,
experience the 1 that many ppl wish to make in a life time.
U so lucky today, it was not a goalless match,
summore they play beauty football n score a lot,
i like the barbertov's goal.
nice~

N last, i wish to correct the MU official data,
there was some mistaken there.
It was stated that there was 75061 attendances,
it should be 75060 a!
Obviously there got a doggy!!!
A doggy in Old Traffold.. haha

II. La Reine

Yes, is all bout my La Reine again.
Why she appear again?
Am I not enough wash by people?
Don't i feel shame?
Nvm, let it b,
so wat,
cause, you the 1 I want to make you smile deeply,
here is the proven of our second hundred days,
another small little milestone...
*Hav to sing jj's 第几个一百天 again... >.<

Along the other 100 days,
v do carry out one brand new activity,
the activity I seldom involve.
That is,
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COOKING!!
Oh gosh, Chong Kin Fuei cook.
Kai wan siao,
not only the simplest dish as fried egg,
siapa tak tau ni!!!
I'm able to cook same classic mom's dishes,
like 酱油鸡，炒菜，potato, 宫保鸡 n so on.
Hoho,
geng le, I learn for few weeks only..
But i dunno whether I can handle it anot,
if u r not around.
I do enjoy the moment 煮饭仔 with u,
thx for accompany me n ur guidance..
Train me become a pro chef la,
I cook for u,
if i'm free n feel like wanna cook..
haha..

So make a small little wish here,
hope that you will amend in the next 100 days.
I dun like you owez skip the meal,
or dint eat proper meal,
or treat junk food as meal,
If u r alone.
I dun like such attitude,
pls take k of urself,
treat ur body nicely.
Dun only know to criticize me,
said I'm not healthy in some ways,
this is not healthy as well!!!
If nobody at home,
move ur butt n buy food outside,
treat walking as sporting..
Ur leg endow for walk,
not used to decorate or shape ur body,
u wanna let ur leg become obsolescence one day?
U 1 brittle bones inside ur leg?

So pls take k of urself if u r alone,
nobody can accompany u all the time,
help urself in certain moments.

Well,
v hav some dissensions along these hundred days.
But wat i think is,
it's used to strengthen our relationship,
it's only another stage after the lovestruck,
that v hav to go through together.
Apologize upon the unfavorable voice tone in that moment,
I'll have greater emotional control,
in the progress life with u.
N for u as well.

*磨合期，越磨越和的省略词

Lastly，
i'm stil willing to keep my word n promised,
n keeping my faith to maintain this relationship as long last.
So, greet us remain close in 第二个一百天。。
Aimer u, La Reine.

*paiseh, shud post it on 24th.. lol

Assignment feast

Argh~ Where is the end of my assignment duties!? When i can rest without worry n thinking bout my assignment!? Wtf, endless lab reports keep on addin into my task list.. Aiks.. Summore the unorganized lab session make me mad, suddenly gt lab on one day, mean that suddenly i hav to hand in my lab report.. Wth, lab replacement suka hati anda, i jz gt lab twice a week neh, hw come sometime it's three times a week!? Can it b constant d, tmd, sometime on monday, sometime on friday, even it take place on tueday.. Walau, i hav no class on tue de neh!!! Everytime hav to ask when is the next lab, Aiks~
N my lab session until week 14, y some of the lab practicals were ended nw (week 10)!? Haiz, professor wo, bz on her research, no choice.. T.T .. So those lab reports are accumulatin, damn a lot nw.. Hav to pass up 2 micro lab report b4 next tue, 1 bio-chem report tis fri or next mon.. N 2 biotech on 6th of april.. 2 physio reports dunno when is the due date.. Each report AT LEAST consume 1 day, in case i hav the idea to do.. If no idea!? Keep planless n aimless google ing.. No nid time to summarize n analysis all those things a, u 1 me do copy paste work meh? Diu.. Hopefully no chemistry, sure use a lot of time to find info..
A lot of lab tests as well, deng u! Nid 2 lab tests for each lab practical meh? Satu cukup la, each practical jz gt 6 exps only le.. Mid term also twice, dun consume so much time in my lab reports lo, no nid to study a, hw to catch up the lectures.. Haiz~
This peak never go down after cny celebration, pls fai fai pass these 2 weeks.. Hav to turn to mai mai mode edi, zombie plus panda eyes~ lol..
Continue micro assignment... ...

La Reine

Oh yeah~ Due to my busyness n lazyness, this blog has been abandoned for few months, i think it nearly fatt mou d.. Hopefully this acc stil remain.. haha..
Today, it's quite a special day between u n me, it is our very 1st, small litte milestone is accomplished, that's 1st 100 days since v b together..

Well, I'm nt sure which day v r officially counted as a couple or the 1st day u were admitted me as ur bf.. I'm greedy, so this 100 days are based on the 1st day i was holding ur hand or it was the 1st time i wrote down a word on ur fine palm, the word u 打死都不知道我乱画什么！！！Cz i was desperately regarding u as my gf on tat day, n fortunately u r in my life. Thx to 1755, it was the beginning of our meet, recognize, n in this relationship. It gav me a lot of opputurnities to b with u, share the things v hav, 3 8 around, hav joyfulness in this small little town. I'm fortune enuf to grab u as my La Reine, n serve u as possible as i can b.

It might nt much, I'll try my best to keep the things i had been promised, this is 1 of the thing i obligate n retain for. Although v seldom quarrel with each other, this thing is possibly fall into our progress life. Then I may accidentally do something tat wil hurt u in someway, n u may too. Once it happens, hope that each time v can solve it together with a patience heart, hold each other hand to think out the solution v r satisfy in to maintain this relationship. I had been promised to hold ur hand to walk together in the progress life, it may nt realistic n hard to execute in the reality, bt this the faith i'd like to retain n confer to make it a reality.

I'd like to sing u 第几个一百天 in each hundred days(let u listen the cd only la, dun ask me sing. lol), 1st, 2nd, 3rd n countless hundred days. Bt i'll keep jot down the next, next next hundred days n post the blog related to my La Reine in each time. I'll try my very best to work hard n let it to b endless in this specific job which r employed by u.

Lastly, officially announce that, Tan Jie Ee, she is my gal n i'm her boy. =p
I'm keeping my faith to maintain it as long last, as much as i can b.

La Reine, aimer u!
I 1 to use my hand to warm ur colded hand..


*第一个一百天*



"我 把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你 一抬头就看得见
我 把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你 拥着温暖入眠

我晓得 时间如雪 有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱 一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个一百天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口 你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个一百天 越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
管过多少一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变
当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜 "

Friday Nite

Friday, it was the day i looked forward every week b4 i pursue study in U. This is the end of the weekdays as well as last day of the scul or work in the particular week; and friday nite, it was the time v hang up and release tension of the study n work, the weekly routine of the sp gang.. I do miss the day v had last time, a big gang which can nearly form 2 teams gather automatically on friday nite, neither cal nor sms, tis was the privity of sp basketball gang.. good good us..

Yeah~ Tis was the basketbal nite b4 hei went to Australia, i had been a long time dint play with him le.. Look forward the day i bek kl, v can play a proper basketbal again.. hehe.. Oh ya, v also have been a longggggggggg time dint play dota... Dota dota dota..

Friday nite is not only basketbal nite but also a dota nite.. Still aftertaste the moment i own u guy.. haha.. Rm 5 package for 3 hours games till midnite, sometime even worst, might add on the time if play very song.. Actually i'm not addict on dota, but addict to play with u guys_ yin, long, mun, hei, haur, fai, fai's brother.. i had seem to be addicted, cuz i play a lottttttt last time with other frens as well. Now only i realise, i play a lot to train my skills to q u guys... haha... Honestly, i dint plat dota for half year or even longer.. no kaki like our gang jor..

So,hope v can recur tis weekly routine. Although it is not possible for all weeks, at least v can return tis moment while v r able to do it. N hav to warn u guy, my basketball skills r getting bek gradually... hahahahaha


Suddenly heard of tis song, it's memorable...

Unlucky M3 : Version 2

Well, my hp and some of the money have been stolen last nite, 3rd of november at around 11pm. My 1st time ever stolen case was occurred in my room at kampar. In fact, i'm not sure how was tat pokai stole my stuffs but i do hav some idea how tat pokai did. I hav the mistaken as well, i did not put my properties at the rite place. haha... So, my hp n wallet were put on the table(normally not at tis place) which near the window n i did not close the window cuz i dun1 gok sona. In addition, my room is near the backstreet. Although there is some distance between the table n the window frame n there is not reachable by hand, he did it. I think tat pokai use something to hook my stuffs.

When i realize my stuffs were missing, i'd like to sing apologize which r a song of one republic_ is too late~~~ It was around 12am when i wanna find my phone n i casually saw my wallet was on the window frame. Then money gone while i open the wallet but those cards were still there. Dunno wanna thx tat pokai anot!? So tat is the incident.. N dun blame me dun close the window, cuz i juz went to kitchen for not more than 5 min around 11pm. In my memory, tis is the only moment i dint be at my room tat time.

Lastly, if u sudden think of me or wanna contact me for tis moment, pls cal the no. below or leave me a msg though msn or others. N thx those who r concern bout tis, gam xie gam xie.
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兄弟？契弟？

兄弟之含义—与你有血缘关系的人，哥哥和弟弟相互的称呼。在男性的字典内，兄弟可翻译为男性之间友好关系的代表，同性好朋友之间的称呼。Brother and buddy 这子对男性而言是很管用的语句，对一些普普通通的朋友称为brother，莫名的可以拉近少些的距离感！虽然彼此不是很熟，这是个比较亲切的称呼。在真心称某某人为兄弟的层面思考的话，此人在那人的心中应该是占了不少的分量。所谓兄弟有难，必定义不容辞，两胁插刀，赴汤蹈火的帮助兄弟！当然我的话不会太武侠，在能力范围内必定伸出暖手或想办法做些我可触及之处的事。契弟呢？契弟之含义—与你有无血缘关系的人，干哥称干弟的名称；另一个广东的俗语译法，某人当那人是白痴或傻瓜，那某人会骂他契弟！你个正kai dai~

对于同性朋友，我也不清楚自己是否常把brother这子挂在嘴边，但可以肯定的是，我真心把那些人当成兄弟的是一对‘双胞胎’！那一对？当然是我的狗仔和它‘双胞胎’的个体—ckm。。。 他们没什么血缘关系，为什么叫双胞胎，就见仁见智，你自己对号入座吧！对于今天的主题，我不讲家禽，因狗仔很忠心，它还未得罪我而我也未得罪它！Oopps,我应该用他而不是它！哈哈。。(Soli lah, i'm ur pet too)! Ckm 这人最近这几个月都一直围绕着我的思绪（声明：我百分百的喜欢女性的正常男性），他出现在我脑海是为了某些事情，一些我觉得蛮困挠的问题！

对于这人，我非常十分的感激他，虽然他没做什么事，但他在我人生最低潮的时段出现和认识，陪伴我慢慢摆脱这有价值性的低谷，我宝贵人生的突变阶段。。。很多关系的深厚不是在于彼此间认识的时间，而是彼此之间的认知和默契培养，不是强求而可得来的东西。好朋友之间的认知和默契，是必然的法则。你可以有很多的朋友，但就算你认识在多，过客的试问有多少呢？阶段性的朋友，能一直维持好关系的可能寥寥可数，贵精不贵多是不错的体现。回来，对于他这位兄弟虽认识不长也不短，刚认识不久就非常要好，之间的默契简直是一拍即合呢！

每次我回去kl，我总是很期待与我的朋友们聚会，yum cha, sing k, play bb n bla bla bla... 但，最近这几次回家都少了那一点点的期待，回去kampar都好像有些未完成的事！每次回kl，有几人我是必找地；可前几次，唯独是他我是特意漏掉地！虽然有时无聊到在家不懂要做什么，想找人出去时最快想到的人就是他，可我没有这样做，因这件事，目前为止我已经妥协到不能再妥协了。我不知你是假装不知还是什么，可能我在演独角戏，这事已经足足让我生了几个月的闷气！有时上床睡觉的时候想到，想到生气的睡不着都不懂为了什么。曾经睡觉发梦到这事，然后在梦中有少些意识，就越想越气到从梦中醒来后就睡不着了。那天我明明累得一上床倒头就睡，明明是睡不久，明明是那么的疲惫，可就这样一直到天亮。。。 你的态度我已经很不爽了，想到这些lanjiao态度，那些粗口就一直想骂！当一些事情触动的别人的底线时，而那人又放下身段不计前嫌后，你就不要再重蹈复撤，给别人看那cibek姿态。我妥协了触及底线的事情，说也说过，骂也骂过，自己的身段也放下了好多次，你以为我是神啊，忍耐性是无底深谷的宽度吗？可能某些原因你以为我在说教，你讨厌的说教，可这已经不是一次你触动我的底线及考验我的忍耐心了。这些道理你可能觉得我在说废话，无关痛痒地，可这是我少些的原则，自身的道理及原则我是懂地，不要以为我在放屁或吹水。说教的话我还未够格，我那敢对你说教啊！

我一直说我我管了我不理了，可你真的以为我想不管吗？我是在意你这位兄弟的，可我是有理由去生气的人，之前我也放下身段和去尝试去解决了，还是这样给我看那tulan的东西。不要说你不懂什么东西，小事吗？我说过吧！当有根刺在你身体的时候，你不去触动它，它是无痛无痒地；一旦那根刺反复被压动，它是有它那份存在的杀伤力。所以，拔掉是最好的方法，虽然被刺伤的伤口存在，可那伤口会有愈着的一天，然后就消失。。。我自己已经拔过一次，这次我我放任它的存在，等你去拔！虽然机率不多，不要给我有‘我没有利用价值就无关紧要’的感觉。KM，我当你兄弟，你不要给我你在把我当契弟的感觉，兄弟是这样的吗？
我要一个道歉。。。
等待中。。。

绝代商骄金句

黄子华栋笃笑的金句：

- 细唐先生，作为一个朋友你真是千古难求，作为一条水鱼你真是举世无双。

- 这间房间风景最好，真是所谓东邪西毒的混合体，你知道是什么吗?即是西斜(邪)。但是我最喜欢731那间房的枕头，因为它很软之余又很硬;371那间我又喜欢他的床褥喔，因为它很硬之余又很软;最重要那个事2047房的坐厕板，我刚才坐下去，它的那个震荡力是刚好令到你明明想小便的，都想小事化大，我十分之中意。

-哇，大哥，你来夜店这种地方玩，我要告诉你老婆听！ 啊呀，大嫂你也来了，我要告诉你老公听！啊呀，你们夫妻俩都来了，我要告诉你们老爸听！

- 爽：“你做乜啊，半夜三更当呢度係动物园啊，得闲就入来参观下，你当我係蝙蝠啊？”
淼：“你半夜係呢度洗衫，咕隆咕隆咁，我大嫂以为你剖尸、肢解。”
爽：“咁点啊，你进来睇人剖尸？你有呢铺瘾啊，要唔要我剖俾你睇？我唔该你，唔好成日估我啲人类係度做紧乜，你返去啄木啦。我话俾你知，你再半夜三更走进来，我当你意图侵犯我，而我为咗自卫，那么我唯有成全你咯！

- 我现在用我非常不负责任但亦都非常专业的眼光告诉你，我看好你！

- 你蒸鱼唔驶‘擒’盖（盖盖子）噶？你唔惊佢游走啊？
呢个係咩肉来噶，佢发炎定係风湿啊？

- 爽：“点解啲蚂蚁要一模一样？就係要老细唔认得佢地。一个星期翻6日工，其实係有6只蚂蚁。所以我地应该向政府申请，一个星期翻一日，休息6日，大家话啱唔啱（对不对）？”
众流浪汉欢呼：“啱！”
爽：“但是好可惜，我们人类未达到这种文化程度。”

wow~ I like the last sentences in 4th, hahaha...

MY FM星光11齐天外传台庆

15th, AUGUST 2009-这天早上，我悄悄的回去了kl，主要目的是去MY FM星光11齐天外传台庆！是的，当天是与housematess一起回来地，到达kl后休息了一会儿就匆匆的飞去genting!不用羡慕我，哈哈，我是有看到现场，可是。。。后面加了个直播！？ 现场+直播=？很诡异也很搞笑，我们拿的票是要redeem地，换票时间是12pm-5pm，我们4点多才到达所以台庆现场的份就没我们的啦！所以云顶和my fm为了‘补偿’，就送个直播给换不到现场票的可怜虫s，而且是首播le。zadou好厉害！Genting International Showroom,留下太好的回忆给我了，好像戏院将的le。。。=.='''

算了，这不是主题，目的算是达成一半，既来之，则安之吧。虽然我不能感受现场的气氛，也不能看到一些欣赏的歌手，更更更不能人来疯的在现场大叫，但，这台庆给了我惊奇的感动！本以为这只是普通的商业活动，只带着看秀的心情欢乐下近来沉闷加紧绷的生活，但有一部分的剧情使我流下很man加感性的眼泪。对我来说，那一时刻真的感动了我。。原来，商业除了商业的价值外，它可以从中让人明白一些人性的事情。
ok，台庆的故事讲述《西游记》中的唐三藏（卓卉勤饰演）、孙悟空（陈志康）、猪八戒（翁书尉）、沙僧（贾森）、牛魔王（尹汇雰）、蜘蛛精（菲比）为寻找“现代人最缺乏的东西”任务来到大马，并遇到种种困难和挑战，并经历“喜”、“怒”、“哀”、“乐”4个人生阶段，最终找到现代人最缺乏的东西 then bla bla bla... 物质上，现代人都比以前的人拥有很多东西，可是我们永远不会满足，总是羡慕某某某有的而我没有，无时无刻都要填满自己的欲望或物质上的享受。因为平时拥有的，已经是理所当然的东西，对我们来说，这些都是基本中的基本，没什么大不了。理所当然对我们来说只是一个不以为然的存在，想多都无谓。My fm说，现代人最缺乏的东西是“关怀”，对我来说，也许是吧，没什么领悟到这点！可我喜欢它呈献的方式，就是我之前说的惊奇，他们让我们看见一些平时不留意就不去理会的事情-就是残障人士的不幸。它使我领悟到的另外一些事情：一些理所当然的事情或东西，对一些人来说，是那么的遥不可及；而我，是那么的愚昧。

他们，有眼睛可是看不见；我，有眼睛但不好好利用来读书
他们，有口可是说不得；我，有口可懒于沟通
他们，有手有脚可是动不得；我也有且行动自如，可是不勤奋
他们，身体残缺希望康复；我，身体无恙可是不爱惜

那些平时不去注意就接触不到的片段使我当下那一刻，静静的坐在那反省自己；该得到的，我都应不缺了，可那愚昧的满足感永远填不满。这是现代人的枷锁，不可能一朝一日就可免除的，我也是现代人。。的确，这感觉只是当下比较强烈，过了几天我一定会忘记的，可是我的思想准备又多了一些些。我的缺很佩服那些舍己为人做善事的人，尤其是出不到钱就出力那种，因每个健全的人都做得到。是的，我没有伟大到这个地步，因这对你我生活都没有影响，没影响等于不需留意，现代人。。。总括来说，这台庆除了是表演以外，让我多了对某些事物的领悟和加多了一些思想准备！
“一些自认理所当然的事，未必是理所当然的存在”
“以后我可能会做慈善，但不可能是现在”
明年有机会，真想去看my fm的台庆且要看现场，不要加直播！
The End

Unlucky M3

23th,Julai 2009- This was the day i suppose to go bek kl which yearn day and nite since last bek to kl. I can hang out with the old friends, long time dint c them as well as my cute little aniki. But this was totally not my day, like kena curse, those bad luck were accompanied me these 2 weeks, especially today, can it giv me a breath!? Those rude words are crossing my mine now, really 1 to shout it out! %#@%@^^$&$%$%^ Bek to last week time, my cloth-alike cupboard was perforated summore fallen down, until now i havent buy a new 1, juz let it laid on the floor... Then i cannot watch Man U match since it so near to my house, mother, summore they hardly ever play 2 games in Malaysia + the ticket was damn low in price. Moreover, the damn fucking person keep spoiling my mood, dunno wat to do for me. The wosrt of these 2 weeks, today, it spoiled the plan i yearned for long time. I suppose to be in kl and playing the ps2 or go pasar mlm + yum cha with fren now but not sit at the kampar's house n writing the blog. Yup, my lan jiao car was broken down on the way bek to kl, the only luck was not far away from kampar, 20-25 min to go there. The thing called lower arm of the car was broken, it is near the tayar, so i cant run for far n nid to replace that thing. Once i found out a workshop n let the worker checked, he said juz nid a moment to exchange the lower arm after he find the replacement stuff tat get from other shop. Then v waited for 1 hour... Da ma de, where he go o, damn long, i thought tat shop was not far away from this workshop. Then i ask the other worker, he said his boss pergi Tapah sana cari, tiada lagi, pergi jauh sikit, Bidor sana.. Oh diu.. I thought half an hour can settle le.. 2 hours gone, after he bek, he told me tat there is not similar thing in those shop, nid to order from Ipoh sana n they will get it tml morning. That mean i hav no choice lah, cannot balik kl, the mood lagi spoiled. The car cannot run too far n nid to park over there, fuck lo, nid SOS from kampar's fren... Ntg to say on this part, but accidentally wait for another 2 hours, the time i bek to kampar is around 12 am edi, the departed time was 7pm... Fuckiest thing in the day, cibai curse on me, 衰开，原来有一条路，霉鬼是否缠上我了？
Really soli to those home sicking passengers, n very thankful to qiu ting, she and her fren rescued us from the SOS called, appreaciated the favor of her n her fren (i dun recognize 1). Hope this was the last unlucky thing in the moment... 我不想升级成地狱黑仔王！I am fei zhu wong!

工作

每个人的人生有几多个十年啊？目前为止的我，已经过了两个十年。。这二十年内，我曾经做过多不算多少不算少的工作，从Form 2的第一份工作-修车学徒，到目前为止我最就引以为傲的临时教师，我大概做过4份正职（没算part-time）。人生的第一份工〉修车学徒，一份非自愿的工作，假期没事做，被爸爸逼去姨丈的车店帮忙，上上螺丝，拆拆轮胎，换换润滑油，假期的第一份工就这样献了出去。。。以前我可以自己一人service一辆车地，如果你现在你叫我service一辆车，对不起谢谢，我怕你的车等下走走下死火了！虽然我也差不多忘了以前学修车的事情，不过是一个蛮好的经验，睡在车底拆呀拆，锁啊锁，坐坐不同的车款。哈哈。。我有学到东西地，至少还记得一些车的零件，车坏了还会一点点，那时也不会太不知所措。但可别期望太高，就那一点点！还有另外一件事，很记得，在车店外面pokai扑到蛮厉害。自己踩到盖longkang的铁柱之类的东西，有裂缝地，够一只脚放下去啦。那时下雨而且鞋子难免有占到一些油，一下踏到那铁柱，滑了一些，pop，一只脚塞进去了和头撞到那铁柱。就这样扑了一次街，面肿到像猪头，之后好像休息了一天。幸好没留疤，依然将leng zai!? haha...

轮到第二份正职了，Form 4的假期，没错是Form 4，Form 3的时候懒在家做回我的本职-张家大少爷！哈哈。。当到了Form 4假期，想有一些物质的享受了，又不可以将大少爷地摊开手掌跟妈妈拿，就去尽人事去找下工咯。最后，应该是zee yin找到工后顺便介绍我去，就这样‘靠自己’找到人生的第二份工作〉BATA shop's sale assistant，简单来说mai就是买鞋佬咯！Mid valley 1st floor的BATA shop，有卖很多种鞋，power, nike, adidas, bata leather shoe, bubble brand's shoe和家喻户晓的读书鞋！哈哈。。第一份要长时间站着的工作，说真的，那段时候是我差不多要到我历年来最fit的时候了，篮球校队a，你以为盖地meh（想当年啦）。可是，第一天做工我差不多要站到抽筋，哇塞！ok，我自认自己口才不是很好，只是纯碎的serve customer，不会假假的赞到天华龙凤，‘哇，你穿到很美呀，这鞋简直是为你而设计地’，想到都想要呕。ya，我还学会一点点假笑，没办法，有时跟顾客眼神对到，又不可以不理他，就假假将笑笑咯！现在想回那时，觉得自己很搞笑，有时会跟同辈的抢顾客（当然是贵鞋啦），你抢我我抢你的，然后又不爽咯！哈哈。。豆记仔！除了这些，以下是要提醒女生去试鞋时，请注意你当天穿什么衣服！如果serve你的又是男生，妳衣服领口蛮底的话又不防范（防走光啦），你就益了那男生咯！哈哈。。我和朋友给人益了不少，不懂要说她们笨还是可爱，lelong lelong。没办法，男生是个很矛盾的生命体，你show给他看，没有理由不去欣赏的嘛，男士们，对不对？那时就只好，老虎老鼠，傻傻分不清楚~

接下去的两份工，在我人生有至关重要的意义，两大因数，工作上及人事上占了无可取代的地位！就先跳到最后一份工，是的，没错，答对了，临时老师！逻辑一点想的话，这工作对我的影响性质当然是工作上啦，这是我目前为止最geng的工作了。本来想写‘事业上’而不是‘工作上’地，但事业的话，我没有，用了好像很言重将！算，回正题，这份当然是我最最最满意和开心的工作啦，我不讨厌小孩，有时还会傻傻得跟他们玩在一起le。从小，妈妈都算是半个奶妈，不算我4个弟妹的话，她有时会帮我啊姨们照顾小孩，1岁到5岁将啦！有时我会帮下忙得，对于照顾小孩，都会一点点地。加上我最小的弟弟出生时，我也开始懂事了，管教小孩，简直是Ass A Lan Dea! 是的，我是可以和他们玩在一起，尤其是我弟弟，玩得时候他都会‘欺负’我，算啦，小孩，让下他们。但该认真的时候就的认真，还玩玩下的话，被我骂是正常地，问我小弟就知道，他很怕我骂他，我差不多要生气的时候他都很会做人！好像离题了，简单来说，我觉得自己有当小学老师的料，只是小学而已，因我要我的学生听听话话。哈哈！我是有占有欲和操纵欲的人啊，吹meh！关于这份工的美好及回忆，之前写过，懒得再重复。总之，做了这份工后，presentation没有非常怕，都会怕得，只是没有怕得很厉害。这对我以后的事业有蛮大的鼓舞及帮助，胆子比以前大了一些些咯！

最后，第三份工，本来是我想写的最主要的事情，也不全然是跟工作有关，本来这篇文章的主题不应该是‘工作’，而是与我第三份工有关联的事情。可是上面的事情越写越爽，而我又不想轻轻带过以上的东西，但如果在写下去的话（第三份工），跟以上的事情反差非常大，就留在下一篇在继续吧!对不起谢谢。。
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