宽恕

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面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷
还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注
曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨
你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆
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我们，都需要宽恕。。。

Old Traffold

It has been a long time i dint watch football match of Manchester United in live..
Oh ya, tat's live in TV.
Tonight, MU vs 西ham,
3 - 0, Rooney scored, Nani, Barbertov...
Hey, i'm not reporting the game!

I has had a special feeling throughout the match,
which i never had b4..
Besides concentrate to the flow of the ball,
i also try hard to look at the crowd of the stadium,
Old Traffold..
Jz try the luck n c whether the camera can catch u anot..
Ei, should not used the term, "u",
is "it"..

Yes, my doggy at Old Traffold!!!(if he dint cheat me on msn)
Mother, i watch in TV, u watch in stadium.
jealous jealous jealous na~
I also 1 to experience the live in stadium na,
I also wanna c rooney, vidic, ferguson ferdinance ... ...
I also wanna shout loud loud after goal,
I also wanna "woo~" some player..
lol..

Brother, good experience,
glad for u..
Try the 1 that many ppl dream of,
experience the 1 that many ppl wish to make in a life time.
U so lucky today, it was not a goalless match,
summore they play beauty football n score a lot,
i like the barbertov's goal.
nice~

N last, i wish to correct the MU official data,
there was some mistaken there.
It was stated that there was 75061 attendances,
it should be 75060 a!
Obviously there got a doggy!!!
A doggy in Old Traffold.. haha

II. La Reine

Yes, is all bout my La Reine again.
Why she appear again?
Am I not enough wash by people?
Don't i feel shame?
Nvm, let it b,
so wat,
cause, you the 1 I want to make you smile deeply,
here is the proven of our second hundred days,
another small little milestone...
*Hav to sing jj's 第几个一百天 again... >.<

Along the other 100 days,
v do carry out one brand new activity,
the activity I seldom involve.
That is,
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
COOKING!!
Oh gosh, Chong Kin Fuei cook.
Kai wan siao,
not only the simplest dish as fried egg,
siapa tak tau ni!!!
I'm able to cook same classic mom's dishes,
like 酱油鸡，炒菜，potato, 宫保鸡 n so on.
Hoho,
geng le, I learn for few weeks only..
But i dunno whether I can handle it anot,
if u r not around.
I do enjoy the moment 煮饭仔 with u,
thx for accompany me n ur guidance..
Train me become a pro chef la,
I cook for u,
if i'm free n feel like wanna cook..
haha..

So make a small little wish here,
hope that you will amend in the next 100 days.
I dun like you owez skip the meal,
or dint eat proper meal,
or treat junk food as meal,
If u r alone.
I dun like such attitude,
pls take k of urself,
treat ur body nicely.
Dun only know to criticize me,
said I'm not healthy in some ways,
this is not healthy as well!!!
If nobody at home,
move ur butt n buy food outside,
treat walking as sporting..
Ur leg endow for walk,
not used to decorate or shape ur body,
u wanna let ur leg become obsolescence one day?
U 1 brittle bones inside ur leg?

So pls take k of urself if u r alone,
nobody can accompany u all the time,
help urself in certain moments.

Well,
v hav some dissensions along these hundred days.
But wat i think is,
it's used to strengthen our relationship,
it's only another stage after the lovestruck,
that v hav to go through together.
Apologize upon the unfavorable voice tone in that moment,
I'll have greater emotional control,
in the progress life with u.
N for u as well.

*磨合期，越磨越和的省略词

Lastly，
i'm stil willing to keep my word n promised,
n keeping my faith to maintain this relationship as long last.
So, greet us remain close in 第二个一百天。。
Aimer u, La Reine.

*paiseh, shud post it on 24th.. lol

Assignment feast

Argh~ Where is the end of my assignment duties!? When i can rest without worry n thinking bout my assignment!? Wtf, endless lab reports keep on addin into my task list.. Aiks.. Summore the unorganized lab session make me mad, suddenly gt lab on one day, mean that suddenly i hav to hand in my lab report.. Wth, lab replacement suka hati anda, i jz gt lab twice a week neh, hw come sometime it's three times a week!? Can it b constant d, tmd, sometime on monday, sometime on friday, even it take place on tueday.. Walau, i hav no class on tue de neh!!! Everytime hav to ask when is the next lab, Aiks~
N my lab session until week 14, y some of the lab practicals were ended nw (week 10)!? Haiz, professor wo, bz on her research, no choice.. T.T .. So those lab reports are accumulatin, damn a lot nw.. Hav to pass up 2 micro lab report b4 next tue, 1 bio-chem report tis fri or next mon.. N 2 biotech on 6th of april.. 2 physio reports dunno when is the due date.. Each report AT LEAST consume 1 day, in case i hav the idea to do.. If no idea!? Keep planless n aimless google ing.. No nid time to summarize n analysis all those things a, u 1 me do copy paste work meh? Diu.. Hopefully no chemistry, sure use a lot of time to find info..
A lot of lab tests as well, deng u! Nid 2 lab tests for each lab practical meh? Satu cukup la, each practical jz gt 6 exps only le.. Mid term also twice, dun consume so much time in my lab reports lo, no nid to study a, hw to catch up the lectures.. Haiz~
This peak never go down after cny celebration, pls fai fai pass these 2 weeks.. Hav to turn to mai mai mode edi, zombie plus panda eyes~ lol..
Continue micro assignment... ...

La Reine

Oh yeah~ Due to my busyness n lazyness, this blog has been abandoned for few months, i think it nearly fatt mou d.. Hopefully this acc stil remain.. haha..
Today, it's quite a special day between u n me, it is our very 1st, small litte milestone is accomplished, that's 1st 100 days since v b together..

Well, I'm nt sure which day v r officially counted as a couple or the 1st day u were admitted me as ur bf.. I'm greedy, so this 100 days are based on the 1st day i was holding ur hand or it was the 1st time i wrote down a word on ur fine palm, the word u 打死都不知道我乱画什么！！！Cz i was desperately regarding u as my gf on tat day, n fortunately u r in my life. Thx to 1755, it was the beginning of our meet, recognize, n in this relationship. It gav me a lot of opputurnities to b with u, share the things v hav, 3 8 around, hav joyfulness in this small little town. I'm fortune enuf to grab u as my La Reine, n serve u as possible as i can b.

It might nt much, I'll try my best to keep the things i had been promised, this is 1 of the thing i obligate n retain for. Although v seldom quarrel with each other, this thing is possibly fall into our progress life. Then I may accidentally do something tat wil hurt u in someway, n u may too. Once it happens, hope that each time v can solve it together with a patience heart, hold each other hand to think out the solution v r satisfy in to maintain this relationship. I had been promised to hold ur hand to walk together in the progress life, it may nt realistic n hard to execute in the reality, bt this the faith i'd like to retain n confer to make it a reality.

I'd like to sing u 第几个一百天 in each hundred days(let u listen the cd only la, dun ask me sing. lol), 1st, 2nd, 3rd n countless hundred days. Bt i'll keep jot down the next, next next hundred days n post the blog related to my La Reine in each time. I'll try my very best to work hard n let it to b endless in this specific job which r employed by u.

Lastly, officially announce that, Tan Jie Ee, she is my gal n i'm her boy. =p
I'm keeping my faith to maintain it as long last, as much as i can b.

La Reine, aimer u!
I 1 to use my hand to warm ur colded hand..


*第一个一百天*



"我 把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你 一抬头就看得见
我 把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你 拥着温暖入眠

我晓得 时间如雪 有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱 一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个一百天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口 你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个一百天 越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
管过多少一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变
当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜 "

Friday Nite

Friday, it was the day i looked forward every week b4 i pursue study in U. This is the end of the weekdays as well as last day of the scul or work in the particular week; and friday nite, it was the time v hang up and release tension of the study n work, the weekly routine of the sp gang.. I do miss the day v had last time, a big gang which can nearly form 2 teams gather automatically on friday nite, neither cal nor sms, tis was the privity of sp basketball gang.. good good us..

Yeah~ Tis was the basketbal nite b4 hei went to Australia, i had been a long time dint play with him le.. Look forward the day i bek kl, v can play a proper basketbal again.. hehe.. Oh ya, v also have been a longggggggggg time dint play dota... Dota dota dota..

Friday nite is not only basketbal nite but also a dota nite.. Still aftertaste the moment i own u guy.. haha.. Rm 5 package for 3 hours games till midnite, sometime even worst, might add on the time if play very song.. Actually i'm not addict on dota, but addict to play with u guys_ yin, long, mun, hei, haur, fai, fai's brother.. i had seem to be addicted, cuz i play a lottttttt last time with other frens as well. Now only i realise, i play a lot to train my skills to q u guys... haha... Honestly, i dint plat dota for half year or even longer.. no kaki like our gang jor..

So,hope v can recur tis weekly routine. Although it is not possible for all weeks, at least v can return tis moment while v r able to do it. N hav to warn u guy, my basketball skills r getting bek gradually... hahahahaha


Suddenly heard of tis song, it's memorable...

Unlucky M3 : Version 2

Well, my hp and some of the money have been stolen last nite, 3rd of november at around 11pm. My 1st time ever stolen case was occurred in my room at kampar. In fact, i'm not sure how was tat pokai stole my stuffs but i do hav some idea how tat pokai did. I hav the mistaken as well, i did not put my properties at the rite place. haha... So, my hp n wallet were put on the table(normally not at tis place) which near the window n i did not close the window cuz i dun1 gok sona. In addition, my room is near the backstreet. Although there is some distance between the table n the window frame n there is not reachable by hand, he did it. I think tat pokai use something to hook my stuffs.

When i realize my stuffs were missing, i'd like to sing apologize which r a song of one republic_ is too late~~~ It was around 12am when i wanna find my phone n i casually saw my wallet was on the window frame. Then money gone while i open the wallet but those cards were still there. Dunno wanna thx tat pokai anot!? So tat is the incident.. N dun blame me dun close the window, cuz i juz went to kitchen for not more than 5 min around 11pm. In my memory, tis is the only moment i dint be at my room tat time.

Lastly, if u sudden think of me or wanna contact me for tis moment, pls cal the no. below or leave me a msg though msn or others. N thx those who r concern bout tis, gam xie gam xie.
05 - 466 2763