La Reine

Oh yeah~ Due to my busyness n lazyness, this blog has been abandoned for few months, i think it nearly fatt mou d.. Hopefully this acc stil remain.. haha..
Today, it's quite a special day between u n me, it is our very 1st, small litte milestone is accomplished, that's 1st 100 days since v b together..

Well, I'm nt sure which day v r officially counted as a couple or the 1st day u were admitted me as ur bf.. I'm greedy, so this 100 days are based on the 1st day i was holding ur hand or it was the 1st time i wrote down a word on ur fine palm, the word u 打死都不知道我乱画什么！！！Cz i was desperately regarding u as my gf on tat day, n fortunately u r in my life. Thx to 1755, it was the beginning of our meet, recognize, n in this relationship. It gav me a lot of opputurnities to b with u, share the things v hav, 3 8 around, hav joyfulness in this small little town. I'm fortune enuf to grab u as my La Reine, n serve u as possible as i can b.

It might nt much, I'll try my best to keep the things i had been promised, this is 1 of the thing i obligate n retain for. Although v seldom quarrel with each other, this thing is possibly fall into our progress life. Then I may accidentally do something tat wil hurt u in someway, n u may too. Once it happens, hope that each time v can solve it together with a patience heart, hold each other hand to think out the solution v r satisfy in to maintain this relationship. I had been promised to hold ur hand to walk together in the progress life, it may nt realistic n hard to execute in the reality, bt this the faith i'd like to retain n confer to make it a reality.

I'd like to sing u 第几个一百天 in each hundred days(let u listen the cd only la, dun ask me sing. lol), 1st, 2nd, 3rd n countless hundred days. Bt i'll keep jot down the next, next next hundred days n post the blog related to my La Reine in each time. I'll try my very best to work hard n let it to b endless in this specific job which r employed by u.

Lastly, officially announce that, Tan Jie Ee, she is my gal n i'm her boy. =p
I'm keeping my faith to maintain it as long last, as much as i can b.

La Reine, aimer u!
I 1 to use my hand to warm ur colded hand..


*第一个一百天*



"我 把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的你 一抬头就看得见
我 把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的你 拥着温暖入眠

我晓得 时间如雪 有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱 一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个一百天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
第几个一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口 你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着Wooh ~Wooh~

第几个一百天 越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描 你内心的世界
管过多少一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变
当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜 "

Friday Nite

Friday, it was the day i looked forward every week b4 i pursue study in U. This is the end of the weekdays as well as last day of the scul or work in the particular week; and friday nite, it was the time v hang up and release tension of the study n work, the weekly routine of the sp gang.. I do miss the day v had last time, a big gang which can nearly form 2 teams gather automatically on friday nite, neither cal nor sms, tis was the privity of sp basketball gang.. good good us..

Yeah~ Tis was the basketbal nite b4 hei went to Australia, i had been a long time dint play with him le.. Look forward the day i bek kl, v can play a proper basketbal again.. hehe.. Oh ya, v also have been a longggggggggg time dint play dota... Dota dota dota..

Friday nite is not only basketbal nite but also a dota nite.. Still aftertaste the moment i own u guy.. haha.. Rm 5 package for 3 hours games till midnite, sometime even worst, might add on the time if play very song.. Actually i'm not addict on dota, but addict to play with u guys_ yin, long, mun, hei, haur, fai, fai's brother.. i had seem to be addicted, cuz i play a lottttttt last time with other frens as well. Now only i realise, i play a lot to train my skills to q u guys... haha... Honestly, i dint plat dota for half year or even longer.. no kaki like our gang jor..

So,hope v can recur tis weekly routine. Although it is not possible for all weeks, at least v can return tis moment while v r able to do it. N hav to warn u guy, my basketball skills r getting bek gradually... hahahahaha


Suddenly heard of tis song, it's memorable...

Unlucky M3 : Version 2

Well, my hp and some of the money have been stolen last nite, 3rd of november at around 11pm. My 1st time ever stolen case was occurred in my room at kampar. In fact, i'm not sure how was tat pokai stole my stuffs but i do hav some idea how tat pokai did. I hav the mistaken as well, i did not put my properties at the rite place. haha... So, my hp n wallet were put on the table(normally not at tis place) which near the window n i did not close the window cuz i dun1 gok sona. In addition, my room is near the backstreet. Although there is some distance between the table n the window frame n there is not reachable by hand, he did it. I think tat pokai use something to hook my stuffs.

When i realize my stuffs were missing, i'd like to sing apologize which r a song of one republic_ is too late~~~ It was around 12am when i wanna find my phone n i casually saw my wallet was on the window frame. Then money gone while i open the wallet but those cards were still there. Dunno wanna thx tat pokai anot!? So tat is the incident.. N dun blame me dun close the window, cuz i juz went to kitchen for not more than 5 min around 11pm. In my memory, tis is the only moment i dint be at my room tat time.

Lastly, if u sudden think of me or wanna contact me for tis moment, pls cal the no. below or leave me a msg though msn or others. N thx those who r concern bout tis, gam xie gam xie.
05 - 466 2763

兄弟？契弟？

兄弟之含义—与你有血缘关系的人，哥哥和弟弟相互的称呼。在男性的字典内，兄弟可翻译为男性之间友好关系的代表，同性好朋友之间的称呼。Brother and buddy 这子对男性而言是很管用的语句，对一些普普通通的朋友称为brother，莫名的可以拉近少些的距离感！虽然彼此不是很熟，这是个比较亲切的称呼。在真心称某某人为兄弟的层面思考的话，此人在那人的心中应该是占了不少的分量。所谓兄弟有难，必定义不容辞，两胁插刀，赴汤蹈火的帮助兄弟！当然我的话不会太武侠，在能力范围内必定伸出暖手或想办法做些我可触及之处的事。契弟呢？契弟之含义—与你有无血缘关系的人，干哥称干弟的名称；另一个广东的俗语译法，某人当那人是白痴或傻瓜，那某人会骂他契弟！你个正kai dai~

对于同性朋友，我也不清楚自己是否常把brother这子挂在嘴边，但可以肯定的是，我真心把那些人当成兄弟的是一对‘双胞胎’！那一对？当然是我的狗仔和它‘双胞胎’的个体—ckm。。。 他们没什么血缘关系，为什么叫双胞胎，就见仁见智，你自己对号入座吧！对于今天的主题，我不讲家禽，因狗仔很忠心，它还未得罪我而我也未得罪它！Oopps,我应该用他而不是它！哈哈。。(Soli lah, i'm ur pet too)! Ckm 这人最近这几个月都一直围绕着我的思绪（声明：我百分百的喜欢女性的正常男性），他出现在我脑海是为了某些事情，一些我觉得蛮困挠的问题！

对于这人，我非常十分的感激他，虽然他没做什么事，但他在我人生最低潮的时段出现和认识，陪伴我慢慢摆脱这有价值性的低谷，我宝贵人生的突变阶段。。。很多关系的深厚不是在于彼此间认识的时间，而是彼此之间的认知和默契培养，不是强求而可得来的东西。好朋友之间的认知和默契，是必然的法则。你可以有很多的朋友，但就算你认识在多，过客的试问有多少呢？阶段性的朋友，能一直维持好关系的可能寥寥可数，贵精不贵多是不错的体现。回来，对于他这位兄弟虽认识不长也不短，刚认识不久就非常要好，之间的默契简直是一拍即合呢！

每次我回去kl，我总是很期待与我的朋友们聚会，yum cha, sing k, play bb n bla bla bla... 但，最近这几次回家都少了那一点点的期待，回去kampar都好像有些未完成的事！每次回kl，有几人我是必找地；可前几次，唯独是他我是特意漏掉地！虽然有时无聊到在家不懂要做什么，想找人出去时最快想到的人就是他，可我没有这样做，因这件事，目前为止我已经妥协到不能再妥协了。我不知你是假装不知还是什么，可能我在演独角戏，这事已经足足让我生了几个月的闷气！有时上床睡觉的时候想到，想到生气的睡不着都不懂为了什么。曾经睡觉发梦到这事，然后在梦中有少些意识，就越想越气到从梦中醒来后就睡不着了。那天我明明累得一上床倒头就睡，明明是睡不久，明明是那么的疲惫，可就这样一直到天亮。。。 你的态度我已经很不爽了，想到这些lanjiao态度，那些粗口就一直想骂！当一些事情触动的别人的底线时，而那人又放下身段不计前嫌后，你就不要再重蹈复撤，给别人看那cibek姿态。我妥协了触及底线的事情，说也说过，骂也骂过，自己的身段也放下了好多次，你以为我是神啊，忍耐性是无底深谷的宽度吗？可能某些原因你以为我在说教，你讨厌的说教，可这已经不是一次你触动我的底线及考验我的忍耐心了。这些道理你可能觉得我在说废话，无关痛痒地，可这是我少些的原则，自身的道理及原则我是懂地，不要以为我在放屁或吹水。说教的话我还未够格，我那敢对你说教啊！

我一直说我我管了我不理了，可你真的以为我想不管吗？我是在意你这位兄弟的，可我是有理由去生气的人，之前我也放下身段和去尝试去解决了，还是这样给我看那tulan的东西。不要说你不懂什么东西，小事吗？我说过吧！当有根刺在你身体的时候，你不去触动它，它是无痛无痒地；一旦那根刺反复被压动，它是有它那份存在的杀伤力。所以，拔掉是最好的方法，虽然被刺伤的伤口存在，可那伤口会有愈着的一天，然后就消失。。。我自己已经拔过一次，这次我我放任它的存在，等你去拔！虽然机率不多，不要给我有‘我没有利用价值就无关紧要’的感觉。KM，我当你兄弟，你不要给我你在把我当契弟的感觉，兄弟是这样的吗？
我要一个道歉。。。
等待中。。。

绝代商骄金句

黄子华栋笃笑的金句：

- 细唐先生，作为一个朋友你真是千古难求，作为一条水鱼你真是举世无双。

- 这间房间风景最好，真是所谓东邪西毒的混合体，你知道是什么吗?即是西斜(邪)。但是我最喜欢731那间房的枕头，因为它很软之余又很硬;371那间我又喜欢他的床褥喔，因为它很硬之余又很软;最重要那个事2047房的坐厕板，我刚才坐下去，它的那个震荡力是刚好令到你明明想小便的，都想小事化大，我十分之中意。

-哇，大哥，你来夜店这种地方玩，我要告诉你老婆听！ 啊呀，大嫂你也来了，我要告诉你老公听！啊呀，你们夫妻俩都来了，我要告诉你们老爸听！

- 爽：“你做乜啊，半夜三更当呢度係动物园啊，得闲就入来参观下，你当我係蝙蝠啊？”
淼：“你半夜係呢度洗衫，咕隆咕隆咁，我大嫂以为你剖尸、肢解。”
爽：“咁点啊，你进来睇人剖尸？你有呢铺瘾啊，要唔要我剖俾你睇？我唔该你，唔好成日估我啲人类係度做紧乜，你返去啄木啦。我话俾你知，你再半夜三更走进来，我当你意图侵犯我，而我为咗自卫，那么我唯有成全你咯！

- 我现在用我非常不负责任但亦都非常专业的眼光告诉你，我看好你！

- 你蒸鱼唔驶‘擒’盖（盖盖子）噶？你唔惊佢游走啊？
呢个係咩肉来噶，佢发炎定係风湿啊？

- 爽：“点解啲蚂蚁要一模一样？就係要老细唔认得佢地。一个星期翻6日工，其实係有6只蚂蚁。所以我地应该向政府申请，一个星期翻一日，休息6日，大家话啱唔啱（对不对）？”
众流浪汉欢呼：“啱！”
爽：“但是好可惜，我们人类未达到这种文化程度。”

wow~ I like the last sentences in 4th, hahaha...

MY FM星光11齐天外传台庆

15th, AUGUST 2009-这天早上，我悄悄的回去了kl，主要目的是去MY FM星光11齐天外传台庆！是的，当天是与housematess一起回来地，到达kl后休息了一会儿就匆匆的飞去genting!不用羡慕我，哈哈，我是有看到现场，可是。。。后面加了个直播！？ 现场+直播=？很诡异也很搞笑，我们拿的票是要redeem地，换票时间是12pm-5pm，我们4点多才到达所以台庆现场的份就没我们的啦！所以云顶和my fm为了‘补偿’，就送个直播给换不到现场票的可怜虫s，而且是首播le。zadou好厉害！Genting International Showroom,留下太好的回忆给我了，好像戏院将的le。。。=.='''

算了，这不是主题，目的算是达成一半，既来之，则安之吧。虽然我不能感受现场的气氛，也不能看到一些欣赏的歌手，更更更不能人来疯的在现场大叫，但，这台庆给了我惊奇的感动！本以为这只是普通的商业活动，只带着看秀的心情欢乐下近来沉闷加紧绷的生活，但有一部分的剧情使我流下很man加感性的眼泪。对我来说，那一时刻真的感动了我。。原来，商业除了商业的价值外，它可以从中让人明白一些人性的事情。
ok，台庆的故事讲述《西游记》中的唐三藏（卓卉勤饰演）、孙悟空（陈志康）、猪八戒（翁书尉）、沙僧（贾森）、牛魔王（尹汇雰）、蜘蛛精（菲比）为寻找“现代人最缺乏的东西”任务来到大马，并遇到种种困难和挑战，并经历“喜”、“怒”、“哀”、“乐”4个人生阶段，最终找到现代人最缺乏的东西 then bla bla bla... 物质上，现代人都比以前的人拥有很多东西，可是我们永远不会满足，总是羡慕某某某有的而我没有，无时无刻都要填满自己的欲望或物质上的享受。因为平时拥有的，已经是理所当然的东西，对我们来说，这些都是基本中的基本，没什么大不了。理所当然对我们来说只是一个不以为然的存在，想多都无谓。My fm说，现代人最缺乏的东西是“关怀”，对我来说，也许是吧，没什么领悟到这点！可我喜欢它呈献的方式，就是我之前说的惊奇，他们让我们看见一些平时不留意就不去理会的事情-就是残障人士的不幸。它使我领悟到的另外一些事情：一些理所当然的事情或东西，对一些人来说，是那么的遥不可及；而我，是那么的愚昧。

他们，有眼睛可是看不见；我，有眼睛但不好好利用来读书
他们，有口可是说不得；我，有口可懒于沟通
他们，有手有脚可是动不得；我也有且行动自如，可是不勤奋
他们，身体残缺希望康复；我，身体无恙可是不爱惜

那些平时不去注意就接触不到的片段使我当下那一刻，静静的坐在那反省自己；该得到的，我都应不缺了，可那愚昧的满足感永远填不满。这是现代人的枷锁，不可能一朝一日就可免除的，我也是现代人。。的确，这感觉只是当下比较强烈，过了几天我一定会忘记的，可是我的思想准备又多了一些些。我的缺很佩服那些舍己为人做善事的人，尤其是出不到钱就出力那种，因每个健全的人都做得到。是的，我没有伟大到这个地步，因这对你我生活都没有影响，没影响等于不需留意，现代人。。。总括来说，这台庆除了是表演以外，让我多了对某些事物的领悟和加多了一些思想准备！
“一些自认理所当然的事，未必是理所当然的存在”
“以后我可能会做慈善，但不可能是现在”
明年有机会，真想去看my fm的台庆且要看现场，不要加直播！
The End

Unlucky M3

23th,Julai 2009- This was the day i suppose to go bek kl which yearn day and nite since last bek to kl. I can hang out with the old friends, long time dint c them as well as my cute little aniki. But this was totally not my day, like kena curse, those bad luck were accompanied me these 2 weeks, especially today, can it giv me a breath!? Those rude words are crossing my mine now, really 1 to shout it out! %#@%@^^$&$%$%^ Bek to last week time, my cloth-alike cupboard was perforated summore fallen down, until now i havent buy a new 1, juz let it laid on the floor... Then i cannot watch Man U match since it so near to my house, mother, summore they hardly ever play 2 games in Malaysia + the ticket was damn low in price. Moreover, the damn fucking person keep spoiling my mood, dunno wat to do for me. The wosrt of these 2 weeks, today, it spoiled the plan i yearned for long time. I suppose to be in kl and playing the ps2 or go pasar mlm + yum cha with fren now but not sit at the kampar's house n writing the blog. Yup, my lan jiao car was broken down on the way bek to kl, the only luck was not far away from kampar, 20-25 min to go there. The thing called lower arm of the car was broken, it is near the tayar, so i cant run for far n nid to replace that thing. Once i found out a workshop n let the worker checked, he said juz nid a moment to exchange the lower arm after he find the replacement stuff tat get from other shop. Then v waited for 1 hour... Da ma de, where he go o, damn long, i thought tat shop was not far away from this workshop. Then i ask the other worker, he said his boss pergi Tapah sana cari, tiada lagi, pergi jauh sikit, Bidor sana.. Oh diu.. I thought half an hour can settle le.. 2 hours gone, after he bek, he told me tat there is not similar thing in those shop, nid to order from Ipoh sana n they will get it tml morning. That mean i hav no choice lah, cannot balik kl, the mood lagi spoiled. The car cannot run too far n nid to park over there, fuck lo, nid SOS from kampar's fren... Ntg to say on this part, but accidentally wait for another 2 hours, the time i bek to kampar is around 12 am edi, the departed time was 7pm... Fuckiest thing in the day, cibai curse on me, 衰开，原来有一条路，霉鬼是否缠上我了？
Really soli to those home sicking passengers, n very thankful to qiu ting, she and her fren rescued us from the SOS called, appreaciated the favor of her n her fren (i dun recognize 1). Hope this was the last unlucky thing in the moment... 我不想升级成地狱黑仔王！I am fei zhu wong!